Love is a key for everything. Healing a hurts, Make the heatness gone, growing up the maturity, killing selfishness and changes our perspective that there‘re many people we should tolerant because they‘re also show other people a careness and loves no matter it’s for. Every their struggling‘s matters. And every their love is real. But sometimes, we faced to badness reality that the love make us feeling hurt. And this feeling is also real. But what’s that means ? It means love is false to given? Of course “Not” . We just false to give our heart for someone who don‘t suppose for accept it. Of course he will reject it with very supel dialogue or rude full of swear words. But you have a heart and i‘m testify you‘re  the one who really strong for sure.

I’ve ever love a man. He doesn‘t loves me back, but his act is totally good and polite to me. It makes me think i don‘t care if i can‘t have him because we better to be a friend. Because i can‘t lose him. More than my rejected love.  Along this time he just show me as a good person no more. And i just love a kind person. And i should love someone who i love.

I’ve ever love a man. He doesn‘t loves me back, and his act is totally bad and rude of me. It makes me think i really doesn‘t exist and it’s more clearly with his act for show the claimination  that i’ve never be exist for accept his love. But after that, i think for keep my way to intertwine the road no matter it’s not a stright road because i‘m still able for bleeds again and again.

So, which a man i love? Him or him? I just love him lol. I‘ve explain that someone have to be false to love someone else. But love always have a journey, right? And what the kind of bleeds i was thought it shows us that love is doing the journey so it will keep us alive. No matter how hurt you are. Love is always special for you because they‘ve ever made your heart broke who is make you determine to keep going it’s him. Sometimes, it‘s not about what he doing in the first time when he feels shocking or wonder maybe when you say you love him but it‘s about what‘s next? we need to struggling in front of him, and makes him aware what the love is. Because we‘ve never stop although we‘ve always tired. It‘s answering the first question. But the next question is, is it ture him?

Finally you got your answered. That love is what you get from a struggle with done all the obstacle. The second man is a man who you love. and the first man just someone that you wonder about. After you know him, that feeling just coming true with the facts, the real man you gonna choosen is must be like the first man. He is really respect you with all of you, appreciate you at all. Make your second choice to be complited with your love.

“But, how about the first man? Is this always be a love of one-handed to me?” He has to be a good man when rejected you, you can‘t take any of problem anymore. The second man was not in a good to delivery his feeling to you so it must be continue. You need to know what he is consume any alcohol when he said that? He still needs to communicate well with you after all Ella.